Years of roleplay experience: 3
Muses I have experience playing (with bandname):
Ruki (The Gazette)
Zero (D'espairsRay)
Tsukasa (D'espairsRay)
Yomi (Nightmare)
Sakito (Nightmare)
Ni~ya (Nightmare)
Jin (Nega)
Sono (Matenrou Opera)
Hazuki (Lynch)
Aki (OZ)
Satoshi (Girugämesh)
I'm sure there is more
Muses I would like to try playing (with bandname):
Show (Losh Ash)
Uruha (Gazette)
Others
Pairings I have played:
RukixKai*
KaixRuki*
HizumixRuki
RukixOC
ZeroxHizumi*
ZeroxKaryu*
ZeroxTsukasa
ZeroxSisen (Do not ask XD)
ZeroxMao
ZeroxGenki
ZeroxEros
ZeroxAkito
ZeroxRaidon~
ZeroxSakura~
TsukasaxKaryu*
ReitaxNi~ya
JinxYuu*
JinxSan
JinxRay
JinxGenki
AoixYomi*
ReitaxYomi*
RukaxYomi
SonoxYuu*
SakitoxOC*
TatsurouxAki
NatsukixAki*
SatoshixMyv
KodaxKyo
~OC
*Long Term RPs
I'm pretty sure Zero has had more people than that but i can not remember them all, most of them were requests for one shots
Looking for private roleplay or community? private roleplay
AU or Non-AU: both
Do you play Het, Yaoi, or Yuri? Yaoi
Highest rating of roleplay I will play (ie: NC-17, R, etc): Nc-17 and beyond
Kinks I will roleplay: More Or Less Anything
Kinks I will not roleplay: Underage - Suicide
Wednesday 31 August 2011
Tuesday 30 August 2011
Just A Dream
Okay~
So last nights dream was weird and interesting, so i thought i would share.
It all started in my old high schools main hall, you know the place with all the chairs and the stage. It is where all the shows happen and all the boring assemblies.
The room was filled with people clearly not in their teens, all were sat on chairs squealing and laughing just like teenagers. They were all talking about what was going to happen..... It seems all the best jrock bands were going to be playing in this very room
Why they would choose a high school in the middle of England, i have no idea. But who am i to argue with the logic of dreams.
Anyway back to the dream.
The bands started to play and i soon lost interest, it was bands i did not care for. So i amused myself with rolling around on the floor and i soon became annoying to the people around me and i was sent out of the hall by a teacher...... Was the same bitch teacher i hated when i was in high school too...stupid cow. Where was i...? oh right
So i just got sent out of the room and i was told to sit and listen to all the wonderful bands i was missing... seriously how much of a bitch could this teacher be!?! Anyway i realized i was in trouble and i said "fine i'll sit out here but please let me back in to see D'espairsray" I begged this woman and finally she agreed to come get me when D'espairsRay were going to play.
Typical fashion i got bored and army crawled back into the hall to watch the bands play (fuck yeah! screw you teacher) Some how i managed to crawl all the way to sit in front of the stage just in time for Matenrou Opera to come on stage.....yeah this is when it starts to get weird
I sat looking up at Sono, who thought it was funny to pull weird faces at me so i did the same back to him. And because of Sono i didn't notice until the very end of the song Ayame wasn't playing a keyboard but instead was pretending to play one and Yuu was in fact playing a cello instead of drums... i don't remember the rest of the band, thank god. Through out the song there was a strange blanket covering some sort of bump of the stage and at the end of the song, Sono pull the blanket away to show a large mound of liquorice.. (okay just a little info about my home town, we are famous for liquorice and we are in fact the home of Haribo!! Woo us) Everyone looked confused then a tv came on, showing a birds eye view of the liquorice and it was in fact shaped like Eeyore from Winnie the pooh.......... Everyone clapped....seriously.. wtf Matenrou Opera....
Everyone started to get giddy because we all knew D'espairsRay were the next to come on stage.. I slowly bum shuffled closer to the stage and all the lights went out, girls screamed all that jazz. Smoke started to appear across the stage and things started to move in the smoke and it was of course DESPAIRSRAY!!!
At this point i had my chin on the stage and everyone was screaming as D'espairsray came to stand on the stage, lights slowly came of to show the boys wearing the outfits from love is dead....including the bird masks. Everyone at this point where going wild
D'epsairsray stood on the stage, simply staring out into the room. None of them made a move to get instruments or anything, suddenly music started to play and D'espairsRay started to dance.... and i'm talking gay arse DBSK dancing
(Just in case anyone didn't know what i was talking about......)
No one saw D'espairsRay dancing like DBSK as wrong and just sang and danced along with the band, yes it was there own songs playing just kind of pop style...
It was the most random dream to see...
D'espairsray in bird masks.. dancing DBSK style....
So last nights dream was weird and interesting, so i thought i would share.
It all started in my old high schools main hall, you know the place with all the chairs and the stage. It is where all the shows happen and all the boring assemblies.
The room was filled with people clearly not in their teens, all were sat on chairs squealing and laughing just like teenagers. They were all talking about what was going to happen..... It seems all the best jrock bands were going to be playing in this very room
Why they would choose a high school in the middle of England, i have no idea. But who am i to argue with the logic of dreams.
Anyway back to the dream.
The bands started to play and i soon lost interest, it was bands i did not care for. So i amused myself with rolling around on the floor and i soon became annoying to the people around me and i was sent out of the hall by a teacher...... Was the same bitch teacher i hated when i was in high school too...stupid cow. Where was i...? oh right
So i just got sent out of the room and i was told to sit and listen to all the wonderful bands i was missing... seriously how much of a bitch could this teacher be!?! Anyway i realized i was in trouble and i said "fine i'll sit out here but please let me back in to see D'espairsray" I begged this woman and finally she agreed to come get me when D'espairsRay were going to play.
Typical fashion i got bored and army crawled back into the hall to watch the bands play (fuck yeah! screw you teacher) Some how i managed to crawl all the way to sit in front of the stage just in time for Matenrou Opera to come on stage.....yeah this is when it starts to get weird
I sat looking up at Sono, who thought it was funny to pull weird faces at me so i did the same back to him. And because of Sono i didn't notice until the very end of the song Ayame wasn't playing a keyboard but instead was pretending to play one and Yuu was in fact playing a cello instead of drums... i don't remember the rest of the band, thank god. Through out the song there was a strange blanket covering some sort of bump of the stage and at the end of the song, Sono pull the blanket away to show a large mound of liquorice.. (okay just a little info about my home town, we are famous for liquorice and we are in fact the home of Haribo!! Woo us) Everyone looked confused then a tv came on, showing a birds eye view of the liquorice and it was in fact shaped like Eeyore from Winnie the pooh.......... Everyone clapped....seriously.. wtf Matenrou Opera....
Everyone started to get giddy because we all knew D'espairsRay were the next to come on stage.. I slowly bum shuffled closer to the stage and all the lights went out, girls screamed all that jazz. Smoke started to appear across the stage and things started to move in the smoke and it was of course DESPAIRSRAY!!!
At this point i had my chin on the stage and everyone was screaming as D'espairsray came to stand on the stage, lights slowly came of to show the boys wearing the outfits from love is dead....including the bird masks. Everyone at this point where going wild
D'epsairsray stood on the stage, simply staring out into the room. None of them made a move to get instruments or anything, suddenly music started to play and D'espairsRay started to dance.... and i'm talking gay arse DBSK dancing
(Just in case anyone didn't know what i was talking about......)
No one saw D'espairsRay dancing like DBSK as wrong and just sang and danced along with the band, yes it was there own songs playing just kind of pop style...
It was the most random dream to see...
D'espairsray in bird masks.. dancing DBSK style....
Monday 29 August 2011
Remember The Urge Review
Opitcal Impression: Nothing special, The PV seems to revolve around the band but you see nothing of the band... let me explain.. Apart from a few off shots of a girl in school it is all centered around Gazette in a warehouse type building, yet all you seem to see of the band are hands and legs. I don't know if this is the point but i don't personally like it, it is off focus throughout. I Think it is suppose to be filmed from a security camera maybe that is why it is filmed weird?
For me the theme of the PV is over done both by Gazette and most other bands out there, I am sure they could of done a better style of PV to go along with the song
Auditory Impression: I found the first one minute and fifth seconds of the song boring, at 1:50 it caught my interest for about 30 seconds but then it slipped back into boring and repetitive. I expected better from Gazette, saying that... It is an okay song just not a single, it is an album filler at best.
Opitcal Impression: 3/10
Auditory Impression: 4/10
Overall Impression: 3/10
Ni~ya The God
Is It Just Me Or Is This Man Pure Sex!!
Seriously I Love Him o-o
Like... I Want To Cook For Him And Shit
Which Is Strange Because I Can't Cook... *laughs*
He Has The Most Beautiful Eyes I Have Ever Seen
And His Smile...... Oh God... His Smile
He Is The Only Man That Can Make Me Go Into Full Fangirl Mode...
Zero Is The Next.. But That Is For Another Post lol
I Can't Watch A Nightmare Live Without Flailing Like A Twat... He Makes Me Feel And Look Like A Fool
I Hate Him And Love Him...
I May Be The Only Person That Likes His Singing.. It Is Amazing!!
I Can't Listen To Sendai Kamtosu Without Grinning Whenever Ni~ya Speaks In The Songs.. His Voice Is Pure Sex...
His Bass Skills Are Godly, I Have Not Seen Another Bassist Match His Skills... Even Zero.. But Don't Tell Anyone *laughs*
To Me Ni~ya Is Perfection...
Okay... I feel An Arse Now For Ranting Like This
Til Tomorrow~
Goodnight
Ruttan x x
Sunday 28 August 2011
Abyss Lyrics English
I dream in the deep sea
embraced by the voice that never ceases
My floating thoughts that resemble bubbles
reflect you, they're scattered into pieces
Among the time, that reflects you, you come to my mind
I dream alone embraced by the deep blue sea
Surely... This love won't come back, I know about it
My heart is frozen now
If I'll try to say something, it'll be interrupted
It's a dawn, I wait for you... I put my wish into it
I want to embrace you, I want to touch you
but are you crying in a place that I can't reach?
So tomorrow for you
I'll stretch out my hand... I'll show you the light named "hope"
The flowing tears are erased by the wind
It'll carry off even the sadness...
To this splendid world... To the very you...
so the happiness can peacefully fall there
I'll pray, I'll flap my wings and fly over the sea
I always only dream embraced by the deep blue sea
-----
I just love it
embraced by the voice that never ceases
My floating thoughts that resemble bubbles
reflect you, they're scattered into pieces
Among the time, that reflects you, you come to my mind
I dream alone embraced by the deep blue sea
Surely... This love won't come back, I know about it
My heart is frozen now
If I'll try to say something, it'll be interrupted
It's a dawn, I wait for you... I put my wish into it
I want to embrace you, I want to touch you
but are you crying in a place that I can't reach?
So tomorrow for you
I'll stretch out my hand... I'll show you the light named "hope"
The flowing tears are erased by the wind
It'll carry off even the sadness...
To this splendid world... To the very you...
so the happiness can peacefully fall there
I'll pray, I'll flap my wings and fly over the sea
I always only dream embraced by the deep blue sea
-----
I just love it
Saturday 27 August 2011
Karyu Joins Angelo
Karyu Is Joining Angelo
I Am Happy And Sad At The Same Time!
I Know He Lives For Music And Was Devastated About D'espairsRay Disbanding
But Now He Is In A New Band
That Is Not D'espairsRay
I Think It Makes It More Real The D'espairsRay Are No Longer
But I Am Happy Because Karyu Is Happy
He Writes Amazing Music
So His Skills Mixed With Ex PIERROT And Ex Vidoll
It Should Be Epic!
Angelo Weren't That Bad Before *laughs* But Karyu Will Make Them Amazing
And I Am Amused By How Many People Are Now Suddenly Listening To Angelo
I Wander If Anyone Knew They Were A Band Before Karyu Joined
Oh Well It Is One Way Of Getting More Members
Adding Someone From An Epic Disbanded Band
I Will Watch Angelo With Great Interest
I Want To See How Karyu And Giru Will Affect Their Music
Good Luck Karyu
^^
xRuttanx
Wednesday 24 August 2011
D'espairsRay Banner Competition
So My D'espairsray Community Needs A New Header
We Let The Members Design It
And Now We Are Letting The Members Vote For The One We Use
Vote Vote Vote
You Need To Be A Member To View All Our Journal Entries Competition
Join Here
You Do Not Need To Be a UK Resident To Join ^^
We Let The Members Design It
And Now We Are Letting The Members Vote For The One We Use
Vote Vote Vote
You Need To Be A Member To View All Our Journal Entries Competition
Join Here
You Do Not Need To Be a UK Resident To Join ^^
Monday 22 August 2011
D'espairsRay: My gods
Vocals: Hizumi
Guitar: Karyu
Drums: Tsukasa
Bass: Zero
Welcome To My World Bitches
Check it!
I am totally new to blogger and so far it scares the shit out of me
How da fuck to you personalize it and shizzle
Anyhoooooo~
Sup all
follow me and my ramblings
NOW
Ah some might know me from LiveJournal
If you don't.....why the hell not.... i work my arse off making wallpapers!
Peace out
Ruttan
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